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My Mars just made my night :D Okay although this post was supposed to be a sad one, I actually ended up choking on my Nutella bread :O Just read :D

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Actually, it's just a survey. Sorry for giving you a heart attack luhh Shermin(: It's actually so funny to hear your response :D Today discussed about the CSI trail , and I got a vague idea who it is already. Anyway, Stephanie is brilliant. But I used Mdm Anna Lim skill to actually consider about it, perfect luhh ^^ then my temperature was 37.4 ): and walk in the rain after school and now I have headache, and Katherine have stomache, I bet Stella will have toothache. Then 3Ms have aches together. Wahahahawhaw (:

Yesterday night, practiced 120 frappes too many ): And woke up today in the morning with swollen ankle. AwwwD: Put medicine and ankle protection. I'll not only never do develops, I'll also never do frappes lorh. Arugh! Katherine and Isabell, you know why we even hate ballet so much? Why have my love for ballet descended to the bottom of the ocean? How do the swan lake music even bring back so much tears? It's time we have a talk with teacher. Until now, I won't say anything to a single soul. But yesterday I dreamt that me and Katherine had to travel all across Singapore to learn ballet, and it's our first lesson, and we spend 20 minutes looking for the studio, then we got lost. And I remembered that Katherine went missing and I saw Lady Darcy Bussel, and I saw her hard she worked just to become a famous ballerina. I dreamt that Katherine fell from the e!hub Ferris wheel and I was left all al0ne looking at Lady Darcy Bussel scrapbook. Then I got lost myself and when I finally found the studio, the counter people said I'm not suited to do ballet. Then I dreamt of myself falling off the Singapore Flyer, more like commit suicide, and I cried in my dream, then I saw my spirit lifting itself from my body and yeah, teacher crying... I woke up crying too. I really hope this does not happen next year.
Whatever it is, it's heartbreaking. I still remember how Katherine jumped off the Ferris wheel. I remember how panic and anxious was to find that studio, and when I finally found it, I wasn't allow to enter. Seeing Lady Darcy Bussel scrapbook of her stories of memories really made me afraid... it was scary seeing my spirit departing from my body, and how teacher picked me and Katherine up.

The second dream was when I remembered Sher Min enrolling in ballet, I don't know why and after she left, teacher taught me the fish dive lift and then taught me grand jetes and also told me that being a ballerina definitely isn't easy. One must have perseverance.

I'm very afraid. We did plan to commit suicide. I did think of giving up. I don't know what inspiration god gave me to dream that, but I believe it's going to happen. Ballet is ending. And I feel very helpless. I'm going to talk to teacher about it on Sunday. Whatever it is, I promise NEVER to leave ballet, because it's heart aching and plus, it's a dream.

footsteps on the hollow ground. the sound of pointe shoes tapping, scraping and swirling is all around me. pink tutu and white tights. people in a bun twirling ever so gracefully, hiding the fact that their toes is actually burning from the constant tip-toes. they fake a smile to the audience to deceive them that it is easy. wishing at the same time that the pain in the toes would go away and they could remain in the spotlight. wishing that they do not fall over and every single movement is precise and the body line is in shape, and hoping, that their partners would catch them safely... wishing... that the pain is not showing...

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*cough cough* MAAAAAAAAAARS! YOU'RE SO CUTE :D Anyways, dreams (or nightmares) of losing ballet are seriously very heartbreaking. And yrs are somehow very well described. Also, I'll be the one jumping off Singapore Flyer, and you'll be the one jumping off E!Hub ferris wheel. Let's just fall into the sea and die, and come back to earth to dance ballet, something like Giselle :O Touch wood. Why the hell am I saying something like that, anyway? Also, I wonder how I look in yr dream. Were my bangs glam? Or did I do something unglam? OMFG, teacher crying? Yr dream is seriously emo. I can imagine teacher crying, though. My heart is breaking already D: Hey wait, you found the studio and they said you were not suited fr ballet? I guess that person saying it must be that old lady in pink frm Crestar who looks like a bird :O I hate her alot. Hey, I hope I'll dream about you and ballet tonight, and I'll blog about it tomorrow yay (: Okay. It's 12am+, and my family is still watching Absolute Boyfriend on Channel U. Wheee. Love <3

;loveyou,
katherine.