I hate you.

Sigh.


I got beaten up by my (younger) sister. Again. My skin is broken frm her scratches alre :( And it's not the first time. I'm sick of it alre.












I remember there was one time she used a toy to smash my head until it bled. She recently said that I was lucky because I didn't need to go to the hospital. She said that w/ a stupid cocky face. Huhh? I would say that she was lucky that I didn't need to go to the hospital, or she wouldn't be here now, she would be in a home. And anyw, why am I always the victim? And my mum doesn't seem perturbed at all by sis beating me up. Wtf. If I even try to defend myself, mum would see it and start interrogating me about why I'm beating up my 8-year-old sis. I think I should install a CCTV in our bedroom so there is evidence that SIS was the one who started the fight, and I was just trying to defend myself. Now mum is telling me to shut up. I wonder what sis will do when she's 18. I hope she gets into a home so I don't need to see her or accept her scratches anymore. Then I'll show her that cocky face. I hate her.

xoxo,
Katherine.