:(

Omgggg.


I'm having a sore throat and a cold at the same time. Blame myself fr eating hazelnut chocolates and sugar peanuts :'( Anyway, Maths ICAS was today, and despite my sore throat, I kept shouting at Aaron and Jesco kor :D OMFGGGGG I miss 5E so much luhhhh. And me and Jesco's greeting sign is pointing middle finger -.- Siao one. Speaking of Primary 5, I still remember how I could live w/out computer during camp, and playing volleyball during recess w/ Ace Jets/Volleyball Warriors. Omgggg. And speaking loudly in class, being late fr school everyday even though I was the class moniter -.- PSLE seemed too far to study for, and having fun was what we concentrated on. But they're distant memories now. I have shitloads of homework, and I haven't wrote my reply to Marsy's (Mars's) letter. Sigh sigh sigh. But I love that mountain of homework, so at least I'll stop thinking of _ _ _. Anyway, I discovered something extremely retarded:

Justin Yap Jia Hui = YJH
Yoon Ji Hoo = YJH

?! Hahahahahahahahahahahaha :D Stooooooooooopidddd. Hawhawhawhaw :D Ok stop. Why Why Love is finally airing today! Wooooooooohoooooooooooooooo! High high high. Diao. Anyway, something's wrong w/ either Pet Society or my poor Momo. She keeps sleeping luh :( Momo, what's wrong w/ you? D: I'm going on MSN now, and take care of my Momo.


;loveyou,
katherine.

Wtf.

Hey peoples.


I'm so freaking pissed off w/ my blogger post editor. I can't post my camwhore photos cos the text formatting buttons ain't there. Like wtf? Anyway, I was pretty happy while waking up today, cos I woke up to the alarm of 'Stand By Me'. Hahahawhaw :D But the day was horrible. CME was on today and Hui Ling, with which I decided to work on BOF fr the drama thing, compromised w/ the other group members and decided w/ Pi Li MIT. EHHHHH!?!?!?!?! I'm so pissed off luh. Wanted to scold her, tease her and poke her fr betraying Minho and the other BOF casts during recess but 6G didn't come down fr recess and I was shit. Well maybe I'm too sensitive. Let's just say I'm too obsessed w/ Jun Pyooooo :D

Anyways, I don't know what the hell is Pi Li MIT about. They're going to set the scripts and whatever. I'm going to play along. I want to act no matter what :D But maybe ours won't even get voted. The description is so freaking boring. And Hui Ling used three quarters of the time telling us to vote fr stupid children bedtime books, and I told her to stop everything and started thinking of Taiwanese/Korean dramas to write about. I wanted BOF of course. Hui Ling was w/ me at first, but started wavering when they all said Pi Li MIT. I couldn't freaking direct/act on my own right? So then I said okay, whatever. Fr the whole day I was so buay song luh. Wanted to throw things :( Hui Ling is not even fit to be a BOF fan. Think of some stupid excuse like "How do we find the boys?". Eh okay fine luh, whatever you think then. Everyone is getting me so pissed off. So I'm going to go fishing w/ Momo and maybe start watching Pi Li MIT?

Maybe not. I won't be blogging so much now, prelims are coming, then PSLE. Well maybe after I do finish homework and revision, then I will blog. Seeya <3

;loveyou,
katherine.

I love raining days, and music.

Hey peoples.


Today was partly horrible, partly fun. Okay, during recess, it was raining and me and Hui Ling went to play in the rain :D Lawls. Was very fun leh. Then when walking back to class, I play in rain also, until all wet. Pinafore, blouse and hair all wet. OMFG I seriously haven't played in the rain fr a long long time already. After Mother Tongue was PHOTO-TAKINGGGGG! I thought I was able to stand w/ sunshine Justin cos we were the same height, but I frgot he was a boy HOHOHOHOHOHOHO :D Diao. Then during the informal pic taking, I was making a heartshape w/ Heidi cos she was standing beside me. After that nothing much happened already. At home I was driven crazy by my sis again. Like wtf luh, I going to die of anger already. Then I stormed into the bedroom and throw pillow and blanket around -.- Blahblahblah, do homework and started sewing up my torn pillowcase. I have to stop here now. Bye :D


;loveyou,
katherine.

미안해...

Sigh.


Today ballet was horrible. There was only a pathetic number of 4 of us dancing. And the whole atmostphere was so awkward. Before ballet, Mumu was telling me to patch up w/ Vanessa quick. Then during ballet class, Teacher was also asking us what happened. She told us to say 'hello' and I was like 'hello' and Vanessa was over there giggling. None of that helped. I took bus w/ Vanessa and Isabell, and I sat alone w/ music blasting in my ears. Reached Tampines MRT station and I took MRT back to Pasir Ris, went to White Sands Fairprice to buy sugar peanuts fr mother, and 2 Kit-Kats fr me and sis, then took bus 3 back home. Was listening to music again. Sometimes, being alone does work better. And I can't go anywhere w/out my music. My music doesn't fight w/ me. Sigh. Okay I hope me and Vanessa will patch up soon, and stsp next week :( Mumu is like working so hard to bring 3Ms back together. I'm going to bring 3Ms friendship band to school tomorrow. Well at least I'll feel better. Off to Facebook. Pet Society wasn't working yesterday and I seriously have to feed my Momo.


;loveyou,
katherine.

Yes, yes, it's all my fault.

BYEBYEBYE.

PEOPLE.


I am so pissed off w/ myself. I'm so pissed off that I could jump out of the window right now. But it's not worth it. I still have Aizhen, Xuan Jing, Xinyu, Yuanru, Azri, Hui Ling darling, and my potential boyf. I know I'm being very bitchy by saying all these. I don't give a damn. Vanessa, you said that you want to go to Crestar alone tomorrow. Fine then. SAME HERE. It won't be much difference when I have my music. What's up w/ the crap of being together forever, or sitting at the different ends of the bus and messaging together as I suggested? You will be fine w/out me. Even better off. Don't deny it. Spam my tagbox all you want. Call me anything, I don't care. Bring it on.


SHIT.

Forget or get hurt.

Hey peoples.


I've finished my homework earlier in the morning. And I posted my snail mail to Mars. She has been pleading me to faster write and send :D Lawls. Sorry Mars. Nothing else much more to post. Oh, and I'm probably going to be eating alone at recess frm the day after tomorrow onwards. I've sorted it all out w/ Mumu... and I decided that everything which started will end. If this is not the end yet, I'm not going to hang on it anymore. I'm so tired. How I wish I can go back to the times where there was only me and Mars, those 2 crazy girls who will tell you 'do not stereotype a ballet dancer as refined and gentle'. Hahahah, those times :D I still remember that time when I took my first neoprint at Primary 3/4 w/ Mars (Vanessa at that time :D) and Isabell jie. Everything was so simple... no strings pulling. Like what now? There's 3M, Mumu, 1 year of ballet left, PSLE this year, and Mars having her unfinishable amount of homework. Sighhhhh. I guess everything changes over time, and we have to accept it. I can't run away frm the fact that I am running away frm the fact (?) I want to run to Pasir Ris Park now and cycle around like nothing else. Or go to the beach and shout the crap out of me. Or I'll drink Red Bull which gives me wings, and fly to a deserted island where no one can find me. Oh, dream on. I have to get back to reality, cherish my ballet classes, forget Mumu Stella (maybe) and camwhore w/ Mars until my handphone explodes. Speaking of camwhore, I camwhored alot yesterday and today :O

Not going to post them now. Too lazy. I'm going to feed my Momo darling pet. And feed my poor employees in Restaurant City :D Bye.

;loveyou,
katherine.

And I don't care what they say, I wanna be with you ~

Hey peoples :D


Today school was fun. But I was not very happy w/out Mumu around. And also, I wasn't able to repay the debt to her. As in, when she's sick, I give her her homework. Cos that time when I was sick, she helped me take homework D: Sighhhh. It's PAY's birthday today and his name keeps on coming out of Justin's mouth. Shit Justin, keep on teasing me :(

*Skip to after Health Education (Few minutes before Science supp.)*

Okay it was damn fun luhhh. KYR was using Sharifah's spectacle cloth to clean the windows and I was laughing my butt off :D Then Xinyu used her sanitising wipes to clean, then went to the sink there and wash. Did alot more of crap and laughed alot more and Mr Tay came and scolded us. We were still laughing lawls :D Then was freaking funny luh. Yongjin was strolling outside the classroom and making the whole class laugh. Then blahblahblah, after Science supp, walked home w/ Justin. Don't misunderstand uhh -.- I mean we laugh until the gate. Then at the linkway Justin was siao already. He was copying Professor Wesley in his 'shivering' thang LAWL. I laughed until stomachache luh. Then I walked home w/ Xuanjing and Yuqi :D Ate lunch and started blogging. I'm going to play Restaurant City/Pet Society now. ByeBye ;D

;loveyou,
katherine.

I wanna be with you ~

La Romanesca <3

Hey peopleeeee.


I'm so freaking bored. School was okay. But I don't want to talk about it. Sigh. Anyway, I was hungry just now so I cooked a bowl of Korean ramyun fr myself woohooo :D Yummy. But I'm still hungry. I'm practising on my recorder. La Romanesca is soooooo nice :D It's the starting of 'Because I'm Stupid' and I've been looking fr it like one whole month. But then fail luh. It's so difficult. Wait till I learn piano D: Which is in my next life. Sigh. I don't care anymore. I'm going to do other things. Byebye :D


;loveyou,
katherine.

Craaaaaaaaaaaaap.

Sigh.


It was one unusually horrible day. My thermomether wasn't working as it should, and had to go downstairs to measure fr like 2 times, in the morning and after recess. Mother Tongue was nice, cos Miss Huang told us that we have to film a 'drama' or whatever fr P1. And I was like jumping fr joy at the idea of BOF :D And after recess was Maths, Mr Yeo lessson D': He's like sooooooooooooooo weird. I totally want Ms Ho back ): And I didn't do my geometry net or whatever you call it, and I don't even freaking dare to tell him, or someone will get hurt -.- Probably. Okay then I went downstairs to take my freaking temperature. I have to climb up and down the stairs and I felt like just jumping down and die and haunt this school frever. KIDDING :D Shit yeah. Then after Maths was ENGLISH. Yeah and fr blahblahblah whatever freaking reason, PAY had to come in our class... and I was like -.- Okay shut up those who know my past, that was like 800 years ago luhh. SKIP until before 1.30pm. Me and KYR was singing 'Nobody' until like siao. Laugh until stomachache. We 2 sang the chorus and done the clapping thang LAWL. So freaking funny luh. After that went fr ICAS English. Before that, ate chicken rice w/ Mumu cutie, Si Xing and Hui Lingyyyyyyyyy :D ! We started playing odd one out game. Okay then blahblahblah, I bought Blueberry Tea and went up to 5A classroom w/ 6A, 6E and 6F pupils. The paper was toughhhhhhhhh! But alot of people finished faster than me luh. People was looking around and I was looking at the clock and bleah, 10 mins left and I had 10 more questions to go. Then faster chiong. Barely had time to check. After that gave Mrs Safi the paper, and she found alot of probs w/ 6E paper lehhhhhh. Then like what? We were the last class to go! Hello?! Me, Mumu and Wesley are innocent okay? Shit hit the fan ): Anyway, Mumu and I ate lollipop on the way home -.- And like alot of people was looking and I was so ps. Whatever luh. Reached home, ate 4 pieces of bread and drank one cup of iced water. Started blogging. Sigh. Hope the 3Ms will get good marks fr English ICAS (Yes, including Mars darling/lesbie of course :D)

3Ms, fighting fighting all the way! :D

;loveyou,
katherine.

Not all ballet is my life but all my life is ballet...

Sighhhhh~

Pathetic.

Ms Ho is not going to be in school fr 2 whole weeks. And our P.E teacher, Mr Yeo, is taking over ): No offence, but he is kinda weird. Seriously. Anyway, nothing much happened in school today. Mumu didn't really talk to me, and most of the time I was just talking to Roo and Riza (KYR and Azri). Yes, we now call each other by our pet names :D And we were playing w/ our water by gargling it and see who made the loudest sound. Roo started first, then me, then Riza. Then me and Riza versus, and when I said 1, 2, 3, I laughed and a few drops of water spilt onto my pinafore. LAWL! It's just impossible to gargle while laughing. And Roo was laughing w/ me, which made me laugh even harder :D Riza also laughed while he was gargling, then he ran till the sink and coughed/laughed out the water. Hawhawhaw (: After school had supplementary class. Ate 2 red bean pau and bought drinks to bring to classroom. 3.30pm, went home. Ahhh. School is boring much. And Mr Yeo said that there will be 43 more Maths lessons before PSLE? I'm so going to Swensens lead.com.sg. While listening to music :P Byebye <3

;loveyou,
katherine.

I LOVE C.C. LEMON!

CC Lemon, CC Lemon~

Current mood: Happy (?)
Currrent weather: Going-to-rain Raining 4pm sky.


Ballet was as usual, torture. I promised Mars that I would blog today cos alot of funny/unglam things happened. On the bus to SAFRA, me and Mars short-distanced messaged and giggled loudly. Lawl. After reaching, we went inside the studio, blahblahblah, tied our ballet shoes and started warming up. During ballet lesson, Teacher seriously tortured me. She told us to do this froggie thing, w/ both legs behind, bent and ankles touching floor. Gina and Mars can do, but I couldn't reach the floor so Teacher pressssssssssssed my ankles down to the floor D: My face was all red and I screaaaaaaaaaaaaaamed! Other exercises was okay (except fr elbow side splits). After ballet we went to change our clothes, and I didn't take out my bun cos I thought it looked quite glam today. Bought bubble tea w/out pearl cos the pearl sucked. And Mars's $2 dropped below the other side of the counter and the shopkeeper said she couldn't find it. And they make bubble tea so freaking slowly luh. Like put powder here, put sugar there, put ice, shake shake shake. Nearly 10 mins we stood there! Yeah then blahblahblah, me and Mars went to buy CC Lemon at Tampines 1! Me only. And it was a freaking $3, but worth it :D I haven't drank it yet, anyway. After that me and Mars took MRT to White Sands and bought Min Ho/Kim Bum cards. Kim Bum is fr Indah. Min Ho is fr me of course~! Okay then took 359 bus back home. Me and Mars parted at the road junction and went home. So I walked home alone w/ 'Paradise' blasting in my ears. Well, not so 'paradise' when there are grey clouds all over the sky. It's actually an enormous contrast, in fact. Sigh, so I reached home and Mum and Sis was going out to White Sands. I'm staying at home to play comp :D

Anyway, I've decided that I'll tie a bun to school tomorrow (if there's enough time in the morning). Hello, new fashion :D Off to Pet Society. Au revoir :D

;loveyou,
katherine.

Breathless, still.

HYPERRRRR.


Or not. I'm having a stomachache frm eating 8 pieces of bread and downing 3 cups of iced water. I am proud of my enormous appetite but not my growing number of kgs D: I'm on a diet, but being 'strong-willed' doesn't really work on me. Urgh. When will I ever reach 45kg 50kg? Hey, I'll just cut down on bubble tea and replace it w/ plain water. Byebye, weekly routine.

Anyway, I'm still breathless frm watching BOF just now on Channel U! And there's another superduper good news which got me thinking about it fr the whole day - 'Why Why Love' is airing on Channel U~! OMFG I was eating my 4th piece of bread earlier in the afternoon when I heard '完美比例' by Rainie Yang. I looked up and saw Mike He, and I nearly choked on my freaking bread! Then I saw that it was airing on July 31 (Eunice pubor's birthday), 11.30pm. Hey I was smiling like a maniac. Totally going to faint :D

Alright, I am going to end my post here, and play Facebook games before bedtime. Too addictive. Hell.


;loveyou,
katherine.


My five favourite objects:

1) Ballet barre.
2) Dance floor.
3) Bathroom mirror.
4) Camp T-shirt (?).
5) Blanket.

Music is never enough.

I am going to waste my time blogging and listening to Chinese music.



Yes, I am. In fact, I've been on KOREAN songs ever since I touched the keyboard 3 hours ago. I did think of my exams, so I went to lead.com.sg. But 30 mins later, I'm still on the login page. So I'm very much going to frget about it and close the freaking window. I'm listening to the remix of Nobody now :D Songs, songs, songs. Anyway, today school was HORRIBLE. I got scolded fr frgetting to do situational writing (Yes, I'm in the wrong), and not doing spelling corrections. But after recess, everything became better. Ashley agreed to teach me piano, and during Social Studies, me, Mumu, Haziq, Javier, Azri and Azzrin were playing 'virus'. It was so freaking funny, running around and passing the virus. Especially seeing Haziq jump up :D Then blahblahblah, went back to sit down. Azri took some plasticine/clay frm his group, then they scold Azri. I was very buay song and I said that Azri took one pinch only, why they so gan jiong? They seriously uhhhh, petty leh. Then Bryson said I love Azri, and I said: "I don't love Azri, it's just that I don't like you." And hello?! The whole world knows that Azri is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s property. And I'm Mars and Mumu's property :O Azri ended up w/ a bad mood and when I got home, I sent him one pink donut on Pet Society. Hope it'll cheer him up anyway :D I'm going to play Pet Society now. Byeeeee :D



Momo darling pet :D

;loveyou,
katherine.

Who said love is forever?

Current mood: Bored.
Current weather: 7pm+ night sky.


Hmmmmmmmm. Chinese 习字 homework today. Teacher told us to do in class, or do at home also can. W/out doubt, of course I chatted w/ Aizhen and Huiling and done the homework at home. Today there's Paris and Milan, freaking exciteddddddd~ :D '我最讨厌人家抽烟了, so scary~' LAWLS. I love Aunty Lucyyyyyyy<3! Hawhawhaw. And also, I AM LEVEL 10 ON PET SOCIETY! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~! High high high :D I love my Momo pet darling :D Heeeeheeee. And: Roo (Yuanru), Riza (Azri) and Max (Sharifah). Huhu ^.^ Okay, I'm going to play Pet Society now. ByeBye, love :D


;loveyou,
katherine.

Changing blog song on 21st July 2009.

사랑해요...

Alright.


Hana Yori Dango totally pales in comparison to BOF. Totally. Even Woo Bin looks better than Domyoji (Gu Jun Pyo of HYD). No offence, though. Anyway, I've watched the after story of Gu Jun Pyo, again. I'm totally addicted to Jun Pyo, no doubt :D I was going to cry the crap out of myself but it seriously was too embarrassing. Also, there are so far only 2 scenes frm shows that made me tear. There are Why Why Love and of course BOF :D Awwwww. Looking back, I'm still missing the pool scene frm Ep 25. The music and all. And the script. Hey but I wasn't the only one who cried, of course. I don't even cry so easily. So if I cried, other people would too, of course. I love how Jun Pyo recovers his memory and then he was hugging Jan Di. Goosebumps, but in a good way :D Shit, I'm such a hopeless romantic. Let's change the freaking subject. Yesterday listened to 两只大白鲨, as usual. And Ivy and Chongqing said something about being abnormal, and if we don't know what they're saying, then we're normal. Diao. Then Chongqing said someone SMSed in and said that he didn't know what Chongqing and Ivy were saying, but just felt it was very funny and laughed. Same here. Lawls. I don't understand but I just laugh ^^ The power of 两只大白鲨 :D Okay, I'm off to read the Yes 93.3 webbie. 이별! (?)


;loveyou,
katherine.

Mumu has a haircut~

Hmmmm.


Frm yesterday night until today, it was quite interesting. Yesterday night, I went on Aunty Lucy FC website, and chatted w/ the people there. About 11pm+, I went into my bedroom to listen to Yes 93.3 :D Chongqing's and Ivy's laugh was so freaking contagious. I laughed until my sis asked me what happened :D Chongqing said someone SMSed in and said that she was sad/depressed because she thinks her mouth is very big because she bought an otah and ate it whole in one breath. Then Chongqing said that, not that her mouth was big, it's the otah that is small. Then the 2 DJs started laughing and I started rolling around in my bed laughing :D Then blahblahblah, I listened until about 12.30am, then went to sleep. Next day, I went to school. History repeat, then during English class, I had this topic conversation thang. I had to do it infront of the whole class, sadly. Hey and I was like trembling, shivering and fidgeting there w/ 37 pairs of eyes on me. I still remember how nervous I was on 9 August 2008, I performed ballet on stage solo. Mars must have remembered that D: Lucky I didn't have to talk, or I'll seriously be dead. Anyway, I felt like digging a hole and squeezing myself inside, or I could just go out and jump down frm the 4th floor. Frget it. I could just use a pair of sunglasses. At least my classmates won't see my eyes :D After school, Mumu wanted to ask Mr Tay something. And blahblahblah, went home about 15 mins later. At home, ate chicken wings and rice. I finished it all, and ate 1 whole orange, 3 biscuits and one pastry of unknown origin... (or is it called 马蹄酥?) Anyway, I know I have an enormous appetite. And I'm a freaking 55kg. Nearly overweight. Like WTF? Nevermind, when I'm overweight, I'll be the same as Mumu and Mars will be odd one out (underweight). Lawls. Mars! Fighting! WOOHOOO. Kidding. I'm going to do some cardio to rescue myself. Later. But first, I have to play Restaurant City and Pet Society first, of course! And I'm also watching BOF on DVD now, too :D Black knee-length socks do look good on Geum Jan Di ♥ WOOHOO. Black stockings, here I comeeeee!

;loveyou,
katherine.

News:

Mumu has a haircut, she says it looks ugly so she doesn't feel like going to school tomorrow. But I bet she'll come anyway ^^

I'm going to change my blog song :D

You spin my head right round.

WTF!


I barely got to blog today. I ate lunch, FB-ed, and done my freaking homework fr like 5 hours fr 2 pieces. I hate Maths OMFGWTFSHXTFXCK. I was at one freaking geometry question fr ONE WHOLE FREAKING HOURRRRRRRRRR! It's such a waste of time. And there was two more of those more difficult questions. Ehhhhh! WTF. And also, I nearly slept during English class today. Idk what time I slept yesterday but I guess it was somewhere in the midnight. ARGH. Hey, I don't care anymore. I am going to bathe soon and sleep, and let the day repeat itself tomorrow. Sigh. SCHOOL.


;loveyou,
katherine.

Aunty Lucy - Kenneth
Zhou Dudu - Qingye
Beatrice - Meeeeeeeeeeeeee

Let's hold our hands and scream the crap out of us at the beach.

Current mood: Not very good, not very bad either.
Current weather: Not raining, not sunny either.


Sigh, didn't manage to blog yesterday. I done my homework, looked at photo albums, read my book until 3am :O The next day (today), I woke up at 10am+ and received an SMS frm my mother saying that she was out at West Plaza to buy lunch. After I ate, I changed into leotard and tights as usual, and went to meet Mars and her family at her void deck. We took bus 518 directly to SAFRA. I was short-distance-SMSing Mars in the bus due to over-boredom. On the way, we saw Pasir Ris East CC and felt the urge to scream and cry :S But decided it was too unglam so we blasted some more music into our ears to drown the feelings. We reached SAFRA like 1.02pm which was freaking early cos class started at 1.30pm. So me and Mars made our payments fr ballet class and then walked to the studio. Teacher was there already. But we were the earliest 2 students, as usual :O Mars wanted to pee so we went to the toilet. I went inside too. There wasn't any toilet paper there :( Then what, Mars was laughing at me D: Then there was one auntie's voice asking me whether I need toilet paper or not. I said "Ya". I was like looking at the bottom of the door until Mars told me it was coming frm the top -.- Like how retarded could I be!? I wore back my shirt, and Mars told me to stop cos we were going to take it out in the studio anyways. My fringe was messed up but glam so I left it like that. But found that my glam bangs weren't any use in class. So I clipped it up again. Luckily, no gruelling stretches on the floor today~! Okay after ballet, Gina, Isabell, Mars and I went to change, except fr Mars who wasn't feeling well and wasn't in the mood to change. As usual, I was the last one to come out. Then I got Mars to help me take out my bun. Followed by Isabell :O After that, went to take bus 8 to Tampines Interchange and said byebye to Isabell and Gina. Isabell was miraculously laughing through the whole bus journey and couldn't stop. Fr something Gina did. So cute ^^ At Tampines, me and Mars bought bubble tea. She bought fries and we went back to Pasir Ris. I took bus 359 back home. The whole bus journey I was listening to 'My Everything'. In fact, I have been listening to it since 12.30pm :O I'm so very addicted to it. And speaking of the song, I've got a video to share w/ all of you~! (Lag you, Mars!)




Translations too :D Finally understand what the lyrics meant. And I love it very much.

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It's impossible for me to express
with the words of this earth
This overwhelming feeling
I keep on having for you
It's impossible to fathom
with the springs of this world
The endless love
that continues to grow

There is nobody in the world
That makes me smile and cry like you do
It's not like me at all but

I want to live watching you, hearing you
I want to have you live within my heart
Look at me, Come into my arms
You're my every, my everything
You're my everything
Love for you

I've never won against you
But I become happier
The more I lose against love
There is no expiration date on my love
Even if there was the expiration date is never
Stay with me even though it isn't easy
Even if I forget everything else
I'll protect you

I only want to live watching you, hearing you
I want to have you live within my heart
Look at me, come into my arms
You're my every, my everything
You're my everything
Love for you

(I wanna be your everything)

You are the true owner of my heart
My first and my last
I call for you with every breath
You're my every, my everything
You're my everything
Love for you
I love you you're my everything
___________________________________________________________________

Hello!? It's so touching cannnnnn! I've italic-ed the sentences I like :D Hey, I got to go. I'm going to cut my freaking hair :D Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

;loveyou,
katherine.

Mars, you're my everything.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAWHAWHAWHAWHAW :D

OMFG!

My Mars just made my night :D Okay although this post was supposed to be a sad one, I actually ended up choking on my Nutella bread :O Just read :D

___________________________________________________________________

Actually, it's just a survey. Sorry for giving you a heart attack luhh Shermin(: It's actually so funny to hear your response :D Today discussed about the CSI trail , and I got a vague idea who it is already. Anyway, Stephanie is brilliant. But I used Mdm Anna Lim skill to actually consider about it, perfect luhh ^^ then my temperature was 37.4 ): and walk in the rain after school and now I have headache, and Katherine have stomache, I bet Stella will have toothache. Then 3Ms have aches together. Wahahahawhaw (:

Yesterday night, practiced 120 frappes too many ): And woke up today in the morning with swollen ankle. AwwwD: Put medicine and ankle protection. I'll not only never do develops, I'll also never do frappes lorh. Arugh! Katherine and Isabell, you know why we even hate ballet so much? Why have my love for ballet descended to the bottom of the ocean? How do the swan lake music even bring back so much tears? It's time we have a talk with teacher. Until now, I won't say anything to a single soul. But yesterday I dreamt that me and Katherine had to travel all across Singapore to learn ballet, and it's our first lesson, and we spend 20 minutes looking for the studio, then we got lost. And I remembered that Katherine went missing and I saw Lady Darcy Bussel, and I saw her hard she worked just to become a famous ballerina. I dreamt that Katherine fell from the e!hub Ferris wheel and I was left all al0ne looking at Lady Darcy Bussel scrapbook. Then I got lost myself and when I finally found the studio, the counter people said I'm not suited to do ballet. Then I dreamt of myself falling off the Singapore Flyer, more like commit suicide, and I cried in my dream, then I saw my spirit lifting itself from my body and yeah, teacher crying... I woke up crying too. I really hope this does not happen next year.
Whatever it is, it's heartbreaking. I still remember how Katherine jumped off the Ferris wheel. I remember how panic and anxious was to find that studio, and when I finally found it, I wasn't allow to enter. Seeing Lady Darcy Bussel scrapbook of her stories of memories really made me afraid... it was scary seeing my spirit departing from my body, and how teacher picked me and Katherine up.

The second dream was when I remembered Sher Min enrolling in ballet, I don't know why and after she left, teacher taught me the fish dive lift and then taught me grand jetes and also told me that being a ballerina definitely isn't easy. One must have perseverance.

I'm very afraid. We did plan to commit suicide. I did think of giving up. I don't know what inspiration god gave me to dream that, but I believe it's going to happen. Ballet is ending. And I feel very helpless. I'm going to talk to teacher about it on Sunday. Whatever it is, I promise NEVER to leave ballet, because it's heart aching and plus, it's a dream.

footsteps on the hollow ground. the sound of pointe shoes tapping, scraping and swirling is all around me. pink tutu and white tights. people in a bun twirling ever so gracefully, hiding the fact that their toes is actually burning from the constant tip-toes. they fake a smile to the audience to deceive them that it is easy. wishing at the same time that the pain in the toes would go away and they could remain in the spotlight. wishing that they do not fall over and every single movement is precise and the body line is in shape, and hoping, that their partners would catch them safely... wishing... that the pain is not showing...

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*cough cough* MAAAAAAAAAARS! YOU'RE SO CUTE :D Anyways, dreams (or nightmares) of losing ballet are seriously very heartbreaking. And yrs are somehow very well described. Also, I'll be the one jumping off Singapore Flyer, and you'll be the one jumping off E!Hub ferris wheel. Let's just fall into the sea and die, and come back to earth to dance ballet, something like Giselle :O Touch wood. Why the hell am I saying something like that, anyway? Also, I wonder how I look in yr dream. Were my bangs glam? Or did I do something unglam? OMFG, teacher crying? Yr dream is seriously emo. I can imagine teacher crying, though. My heart is breaking already D: Hey wait, you found the studio and they said you were not suited fr ballet? I guess that person saying it must be that old lady in pink frm Crestar who looks like a bird :O I hate her alot. Hey, I hope I'll dream about you and ballet tonight, and I'll blog about it tomorrow yay (: Okay. It's 12am+, and my family is still watching Absolute Boyfriend on Channel U. Wheee. Love <3

;loveyou,
katherine.

Cramps and backaches :S

Current mood: Bored
Current weather: Night sky w/ no stars.


Today school was okay. Especially Mother Tongue. As usual, me, Qingye and Kenneth made jokes about the previous day's shows. Then we all had to do 作业, then that Kenneth Lim made me laugh until peng -.- Then I didn't do my 作业. Anyways, he copied Aunty Lucy, Beatrice and 老外's voice. Especially 老外, he said "I love Singapore!" in a very deep voice. Then I laughed until stomachache and tears going to fall out. Lawl. After Mother Tongue, I haven't do 作业, and nearly tio scold. Then I faster pack up my things and run back to classroom and hide, then I freaking frgot my FILES. Wtf. Then during Social Studies, Joseph came and returned me my files. So embarrassing! KYR laughed w/ me also :D Ahhhhhhhhh, Mumu and I quarrelled over writing the countries Taipei and Macau fr the project, again. Mars suggested going individual, and after some time, I made some sense out of her suggestion. I decided to go individual. It's the best. Mumu can do Taipei and I can do Macau. W/out breaking our friendship. Unless Mumu wants to. Argh. Never mind. I'll go and read Mars's bloggie :D I miss her alot.


;loveyou,
katherine.

Do not make fun of a female having her period.

Mars, let's become memories.

Awwwwwwwwwww.


Currently chatting w/ Mars on MSN. She told me to read her blog, then read. Very emotional. Then she told me something else, then suddenly one Elmo appear. I laughed my head offffff! :D I copied it, then spammed (: I laughed my butt off HAHAHAHAH :P

I took a photo, but this freaking Blogger photo uploading isn't working. I'll try again later :D

;loveyou,
katherine.

I want nobody, nobody but you~

HEY PEOPLES~!


Sorry fr not blogging these few days. Same as Mars, I've been loaded w/ homework, sadly. Anyway, nothing much happened today. The same usual uber boring curriculum time, and class duty today. I nearly slept during Maths lesson, thanks to the monotonous voice of Mdm de Souza, our relief teacher. Argh. Anyway, my earlobes are so freaking swollen, pain and itchy at the same time. It started frm yesterday, I guess. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm going to freaking buy new earrings this coming Sunday. I seriously have to change them. Also, I'm totally addicted to Korean songs, especially BOF's. And others of course. Including my blog song :D Anyway, he's still not talking to me on MSN. Sigh. Mars, four more days to ballet class! <3


;loveyou,
katherine.

Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby~

ARGH. I hate Crestar!

Current mood: Pissed off
Current weather: Stupid. Retarded.


ARGH. My mother is threatening me again. The usual "If you don't come back now, no need to go ballet anymore!". Hahah. I've heard it too much times to be affected by it. If it wasn't a threat, what else could it be? Anyway, I'm lazy to talk about today's ballet lesson. The whole thing was different luh. The Crestar people are so cold. As if they'll only be nice to you IF you pay them the $. I suddenly miss the warm people at the CC alot. And the bubble tea there sucks. The pearls smells and tastes like peach, omfg. Then after ballet, took bus 23 to Tampines, walkwalk, w/ the usual messages and calls frm mothers. After walking, took MRT to Pasir Ris, went back home. When I was boarding the bus, Mumu messaged me and Mars and asked who wanted to go do homework together. I frgot to reply her, then she said she will never talk to us again. Like what's up w/ her? Then I replied her a message, expressing how buay song I was. I knew that everything was going to change after that. She is going to be best friends w/ another girl, and I would eat alone during recess. What a nightmare, but I have to accept it. What else. As if I've never ate alone during recess before. Urgh. I don't care anymore.

;loveyou,
katherine.

Melt in your arms

Current mood: Sad/Touched/On the brim of tears
Current weather: Blue sky and white clouds (:


Awwwwwww. Hyun Joong's version of Because I'm Stupid is so touching. And everytime he smiles, everyone melts. Hey, wait. Don't misunderstand that I'm into Hyun Joong :D I'm still into Min Ho oppa of course ^^ I just love how Ji Hoo becomes Jan Di's guardian angel. I love watching BOF so much that I'm afraid to come back to the real world. Because Singapore guys are just so realistic and unromantic. Example, you won't ever find a guy like Jun Pyo giving you the Kissing Star necklace and saying "I am the star and you're the moon". Dream on luh. Yesterday I saw a forum on STOMP saying that Singapore guys are unromantic. Oh, I totally strongly agree cannnnn. Look, I'm just unrealistic. Let's just frget about the idea of having a guy like Gu Jun Pyo as a boyf. Let's see how 'angel' is Ji Hoo to Jan Di :D





Aww. That's what you call 'guardian angel'. One in a million. No wonder Jan Di liked him at first ^^

;loveyou,
katherine.

To my beloved Vanessa (Mars); 3 years and still counting on.

To my beloved Mars,


We have gone through thick and thin these 3 years. Frm dancing out the crap of us in chinese dance, to gruelling and painful stretching in ballet classes, we have stood by each other and cheered each other on. We have been in ballet class together fr 2 years or so. Bad news is, I'm going to stop ballet classes one year frm now. I tell you, continue w/out me. It's not worth to give up ballet fr me. Really. What have we stretched everyday fr? Ballet. What have you practised pirouttes although you have a leg injury fr? Ballet. So you can't give up. We'll continue dance, of course. We can't even live w/out dance. After reading yr blog, I had the urge to blog again. Uhhhhh, recounting the memories of last time, makes me want to cry. It's so unlike me right? Argh. I can't blog anymore. I'm watching dance on TV. Dance, dance, dance. I love you and this thing which has brought us together - ballet. So much. 3 years and still counting on<3


;loveyou,
katherine.

Still unbreakable :D

Current mood: Hyperrrrrr. Cos tomorrow's Saturday :D
Current weather: Hot ):

HAHAHAHAH. I have been over-sensitive after all. Mumu and I are really unbreakable alrights :D Nothing much happened today. During Social Studies lesson, me and Mumu frgot to bring textbook, so we shifted our chair to KYR's table. Then we were like seeing KYR's 'Little Miss and Mr' keychains. OMFG. I want ): Then we talk, play, laugh, blahblahblah. KYR took out her Dettol Hand Sanitizer. Then she give us some. I am going to buy it okayyyyy :D Then Health Education, then went home. At home, ate porridge, then switch on computer. I'm going to post more videos woohoo (: These are the vids that make me feel damn hyper :D Enjoy.

SS501 trying to speak English :D


Jungmin tore his pants and the other members were laughing their butts off :D Hyun Joong's laugh is so contagious :D


It's been a long time since I laughed until nearly breathless. P5 was the best time I had. Hope I can laugh like that again :D

;loveyou,
katherine.


"Everybody say sugar syruppp."
"Sugar syruppp."

Sucky.

Current mood: 40% jealous/angry/sucky, 60% percent happy
Current weather: Raining, cold):

Ohhhhh, today was kinda sucky. School. I was jealous fr some small reason. I am really immatured luh. Like what's wrong w/ Mumu talking to other people? Argh. She called me just now and my mother was using the phone so I didn't take it. If she could tell that I was jealous just now, then our friendship is in deathly limbo. Sigh. MAAAAAAAAAARS): Message me leh. Sunday was 4 days ago, but I miss you like hell D: Awwwww. At home, my mother scold me fr some reason thanks to Sis. After that, I felt even more sucky. Ate 2 more packs of snacks. Then it started raining. Looks like even God pities me. Uhhh. Mother switched on BOF on DVD. It was at the middle of episode 14, Macau. Jun Pyo was telling Jan Di "Like a stain I want to erase". Awwww. Okay, I didn't cry:D Then wanted to use computer, but the Internet was down. Now okay already, phew. The rain has stopped and I am reconnected to the Internet. There is no rainbow, of course. Be more realistic luh-.- I am going to dedicate the below video to all Minho's fans including me and KYR, and all extreme super duper BOF fans such as Indah:D




Minho is my everything. I am going to eat a few more packs of snacks and see who will wipe away my noseblood tomorrow:D

;loveyou,
katherine.

To Mumu: Hey, don't misunderstand): You're my only bestest friend in school. If I lose you, it's going to be awkward fr me to eat alone during recess while watching you and her laughing happily together. Sorry, love you:D

To Mars: Ehhhhh, 3 more days to Sunday:D If you see this post, flood my inbox immediately. Then I'm going to flood you back w/ replies. Neh neh neh put put :] Love<3

M1NH0 virus is infectious. I'm infected.

3rd time blogging today.


Minho Minho, saranghae♥! I'm really addicted to Minho~! I was watching videos of Min Ho oppa, and felt that I really had to share some w/ you, my loyal readers ^^ Videos below!







Hye Sun Unni!






Hye Sun unni is gorgeous. Min Ho oppa is hawwwwwt. Crushhhhh. I don't dare to look in the mirror. I look so unglam can. Min Ho oppa, saranghae! Hye Sun unni, fighting! :D Anyways, the M1NH0 virus thang, M1NH0 is Minho, and I got the idea frm the video above :D Hye Sun unni is so elegant and beautiful and gorgeous OMFG. Talented. Can sing, act, play the piano, dance, write books. Ohhhhhhhhhh. Min Ho and Hye Sun are such heart throbs(: Can you hear my heartbeat? Of course not. It has stopped already.

;loveyou,
katherine.