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Omigosh.


I was thinking about ballet one whole day today. I couldn't concentrate. I'm stuck in this stupid situation okay. Ballet extra lessons were supposed to be on Thursday, 8pm - 9pm. My mother said it was absurd, so she didn't allow. Then mother told me to tell teacher that 6 months is too long. Then...

Teacher's stand: Crestar says the rule is 6 months training. Period.
Mother's stand: 6 months is too long. The timing is too absurd.

So, I'm stuck. Mother said this year is PSLE, Thursday is impossible. Then, yesterday Mars said why not fr 2 months go fr Thursday 8pm - 9pm, 4 months Sunday 12.30 - 2.30pm. Teacher thought that was a good idea. And on 27th Sept they will discuss these stuff. The future looks so bleak. I can't imagine life w/out ballet. Okay, I do have 2 plans to go w/ :

1) Beg my mother to let me finish CSTD Grade 4, then go to RAD Grade 5 at some other place.
2) Jump to CSTD Grade 5, continue at Crestar (same place).

Number 2 seems more feasible doesn't it? But the problem is the fees. And the people? Like who will be going w/ me? Mars is bent on getting Grade 4 cert. I'm okay w/ both. It all depends on my mother actually. Whatever it is, I want to continue ballet.

I love ballet as much as Geum Jan Di loves swimming. I hate to leave ballet as much as Gu Jun Pyo hates bugs.

Understand?

xoxo,
Katherine.