I was so stupid and naive to think that I wasn't alone anymore.
Today was a completely sucky day.
First,
I. HATE. STELLA. JEE.
What's up w/ her? What did I do wrong that she's ignoring me? I tried to talk to her okay. And she gives me this uber-fake split-second smile. Today, it was the last I could take. I made decisions during Science period. I'm going to throw away C.C. Lemon bottle, burn or throw away the 3Ms photos, and most importantly, CUT THE STUPID BLACK AND WHITE BANDS. I'm rash? No. I'm just so freaking pissed off w/ everyone. Stella gives me the cold shoulder fr god-knows-what reason, and Vanessa BLAMES ME FR IT. WTF?! What the hell did I do? I did not snatch anyone's boyf or what okay! I have better things to do. Vanessa blames me fr making 3Ms fall apart. Who's fault is it? I didn't do anything wrong. Stella is ignoring me. I'm innocent okay! Wait wait wait.
*Kueo Yuan Ru, if you're reading this, please tell yr best friend, SJCY that she can ignore me fr one whole year and I don't give a damn. I don't want to talk to her so convey this message to her. Tyvm.
Continue. It's just so retarded that me and Vanessa's 3 year friendship will fall apart because of ONE Stella Jee, as Isabell said. It's utterly pathetic. Who is Stella to break us? Wait, it's alre broken. I don't care. Vanessa and I are quarreling on plurk now. About Stella. About 3Ms and stuff. I am not putting on a strong front. I am strong. I am not going to be a Post-It-note, to be used and torn away. I am going to be super-glue, even if you tear me away, there will be pain.
I am not the stupid girl at Primary 4 who will be hurt, who will cry because her crush tells her she's ugly. I have changed. There might be tears, there might be pain. But I will get over it. Because nobody are worth my tears now. I won't be soft anymore.
*abrupt ending*
xoxo,
Katherine.
First,
I. HATE. STELLA. JEE.
What's up w/ her? What did I do wrong that she's ignoring me? I tried to talk to her okay. And she gives me this uber-fake split-second smile. Today, it was the last I could take. I made decisions during Science period. I'm going to throw away C.C. Lemon bottle, burn or throw away the 3Ms photos, and most importantly, CUT THE STUPID BLACK AND WHITE BANDS. I'm rash? No. I'm just so freaking pissed off w/ everyone. Stella gives me the cold shoulder fr god-knows-what reason, and Vanessa BLAMES ME FR IT. WTF?! What the hell did I do? I did not snatch anyone's boyf or what okay! I have better things to do. Vanessa blames me fr making 3Ms fall apart. Who's fault is it? I didn't do anything wrong. Stella is ignoring me. I'm innocent okay! Wait wait wait.
*Kueo Yuan Ru, if you're reading this, please tell yr best friend, SJCY that she can ignore me fr one whole year and I don't give a damn. I don't want to talk to her so convey this message to her. Tyvm.
Continue. It's just so retarded that me and Vanessa's 3 year friendship will fall apart because of ONE Stella Jee, as Isabell said. It's utterly pathetic. Who is Stella to break us? Wait, it's alre broken. I don't care. Vanessa and I are quarreling on plurk now. About Stella. About 3Ms and stuff. I am not putting on a strong front. I am strong. I am not going to be a Post-It-note, to be used and torn away. I am going to be super-glue, even if you tear me away, there will be pain.
I am not the stupid girl at Primary 4 who will be hurt, who will cry because her crush tells her she's ugly. I have changed. There might be tears, there might be pain. But I will get over it. Because nobody are worth my tears now. I won't be soft anymore.
*abrupt ending*
Katherine.
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