The dying swan.
Hello people.
I'm watching ballet videos now. Last night I dreamt about going on pointe. I decided to try today. I could. Omg. I was so happy even though my toenails felt like they were on fire and burning off. That's why I kept watching ballet videos today. I just love ballet so much. I decided not to give up. Even if I have to change to RAD and try to adapt. Ballet, I'm not going to leave you :( Because if I leave ballet, I'll leave this world first. In my life, family is first and ballet is second. Nothing can replace ballet. Not even a million of very very good friends could. I won't give up until I go on pointe.
Nope, it's not because pointe is my only goal. That one hour in ballet class relieves me of stress frm all the homework and PSLE. And I also wonder why people would hate ballet. No taste. I like this sentence: A ballerina masks her strength with beauty... Yet undeniably, it is still there...
How true it is. Sweat has been shed every lesson. Pain and burning sensations during stretches, warm-ups and arabesques. The frustration when not being able to land properly after a pirouette. It's after experience in class that I know that ballet is strength hidden by beauty. Behind the stages are pain and hard work, yet people laugh at this art of beauty. Wait until someone laughs at their hobby, at something they worked very hard fr.
One day, I will stand on the stage again. This time I will do my very best, confidently bringing out my best. 9th August 2008 will repeat, but I won't be so shy anymore. Neither will I bite my lips. I would smile and convey the meaning of the dance to the audience, and they will clap, my standing ovation.
Meanwhile, I have decided that I will quit Crestar and go to continue RAD at CC. Staying on because of Vanessa has become so meaningless. So yeah, my mother told me she will call to enquire about the time and stuff. Woot. I will get used to the new people. At least, I will try my very very best to. So people, wish me luck.
*abrupt ending*
xoxo,
Katherine.
I'm watching ballet videos now. Last night I dreamt about going on pointe. I decided to try today. I could. Omg. I was so happy even though my toenails felt like they were on fire and burning off. That's why I kept watching ballet videos today. I just love ballet so much. I decided not to give up. Even if I have to change to RAD and try to adapt. Ballet, I'm not going to leave you :( Because if I leave ballet, I'll leave this world first. In my life, family is first and ballet is second. Nothing can replace ballet. Not even a million of very very good friends could. I won't give up until I go on pointe.
Nope, it's not because pointe is my only goal. That one hour in ballet class relieves me of stress frm all the homework and PSLE. And I also wonder why people would hate ballet. No taste. I like this sentence: A ballerina masks her strength with beauty... Yet undeniably, it is still there...
How true it is. Sweat has been shed every lesson. Pain and burning sensations during stretches, warm-ups and arabesques. The frustration when not being able to land properly after a pirouette. It's after experience in class that I know that ballet is strength hidden by beauty. Behind the stages are pain and hard work, yet people laugh at this art of beauty. Wait until someone laughs at their hobby, at something they worked very hard fr.
One day, I will stand on the stage again. This time I will do my very best, confidently bringing out my best. 9th August 2008 will repeat, but I won't be so shy anymore. Neither will I bite my lips. I would smile and convey the meaning of the dance to the audience, and they will clap, my standing ovation.
Meanwhile, I have decided that I will quit Crestar and go to continue RAD at CC. Staying on because of Vanessa has become so meaningless. So yeah, my mother told me she will call to enquire about the time and stuff. Woot. I will get used to the new people. At least, I will try my very very best to. So people, wish me luck.
*abrupt ending*
xoxo,
Katherine.
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